It,s all about m3 and j3sus

what???

2010-11-23T07:31:00.000-08:00

So sad that jesus revolution philippines website is not yet done upgrading its content... anybody would help the admin to host it to a free domain?

thanks...

been so busy updating this site...

you can check me here

god be the solution

2010-02-25T22:58:00.000-08:00

After a long suffering from depression, hatred, loneliness, I felt live again, thanks for some of my friends, in real and also to chette for the encouragement that i be able to go further and realized that "no matter how hopeless we are, no matter how hard it is, God Is always There; WORKING EVEN IN THE LAST SECOND"

I praised Jesus for his never ending love, for being faithful to me despite of my weaknesses..

That I be able to realized to that God is my strength and my last resort, that I am nothing without Christ in my heart.

To all my friends in real, and to my friends here in blogger chetee, I DO THANK YOU.

I just want to share this song coming from Hillsong united band... You can play the video and sing the song:)

It is not a human right
To stare not fight
While broken nations dream
Open up our eyes, so blind
That we might find
The Mercy for the need

Singing, Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey now
As we hold to our confession
Yeah

It is not too far a cry
To much to try
To help the least of these
Politics will not decide
If we should rise
And be your hands and feet

Singing, Hey now
Fill our hearts with your compassion
Hey Now
As we hold to our confession

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet.
Yeah, yeah

Higher than a circumstance
Your promise stands
Your love for all to see
Higher than protest line and dollar signs
Your love is all we need

Only You can mend the broken heart
And cause the blind to see
Erase complete the sinners past
And set the captives free
Only You can take the widows cry
And cause her heart to sing
Be a Father to the fatherless
Our Savior and our King
We will be Your hands, we will be Your feet
We will run this race
On the darkest place, we will be Your light
We will be Your light

We will be Your hands , we will be Your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place, we will be your light
We will be your light
We'll sing

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet.

Woah-oh-oh,
God be the solution
Woah-oh-oh
We will be Your hands and be Your feet.
Yeah, yeah

We will run we will run
We will run with the solution [2x]

We will be Your hands we will be Your feet
We will run this race for the least of these
In the darkest place we will be Your light
We will be Your light
We sing

God be the Solution

2010-01-20T02:27:00.000-08:00

Araw araw tuwing magigising ako puro na lang worries mga naiisip ko, mga bagay ng kinatatakutan ko, mga bagay na gusto ko pero di ko makuha at mga pangarap na gusto kong matupad pero inuunahan ako ng takot, na di ko magagawa ang mga yun.

Me nakita ako sa aking pag ikot ng naka motor isang hapon na wala akong magawa. me nakita akong isang bata na palaboy, madungis, at naggkakalkal ng basura.

nilapitan ko yun, sabi ko; bata anung ginagwa mo? kahit an alam ko na ginagawa nya tinanung ko pa rin xa lol, naghahanap ng mabebenta kuya, sagot ng bata.

sa aming pag uusap, nalaman ko na wala xang bahay at palaboy lang xa, kumakin ng mga tira tirang pagkain na tinatapon from jolly at mcdo at iba pang maliliit at malalaking store ng pagkain...

naisip ko, kahit ganun ang kanyang buhay palagi pa rin xang me pag asa, naka ngiti, at patuloy na umaasa at nagpupumilit na mabuhay, samantalang madami sa atin ang mga halos wala ng mahahanap pa sa buhay ay nawawalan ng pag asa.

Personally, it struct to me the scenario with the boy I talked, he kept on dreaming, striving, perseverance is always into his heart...

Then it occured to me, that;

No matter how difficult life is, no matter how hard we tried to survive, no matter how hungry we are for truth,justice, for the food, for everything, no matter how painful it is, no matter how big is our mistakes, we lost jobs, we had canser, we had inccurable sick, GOD IS THE SOLUTION...

KINDLY PLAY THE VIDEO BELOW OF MY ENTRY..

tHANKS AND GODBLESS US ALL...

God Is Great

2009-12-24T03:08:00.000-08:00

Christmas for me is the beginning of love, and sacrifices...

God sent his only begotten son, and for us as human, its trachea painful, magasgas nga lang yung anak naten, were in as in super nervous, what more if we are going to sacrifice for the sake of humanity.

But God did that because Jesus loves Us.

When I was a child in Christ, I use to worry about a lot of things. On the top of that list, was would I be able to "stay saved" no matter what........

Someone had quoted some of the horrible testimonies to me out of Foxs book of martyrs, and the devil was using it to "torment me"

I prayed and asked God to help me and to let me know if I would be okay until the end or not.....or would I end up being like one of the seeds growing by the way side...that did't make it for one of many reasons.

God reminded me the time that I used to go to some small village (avelino, fairview) in baguio every Sunday after service to teach bible studies to the street children that cannot afford to got to church due to many reasons.

God used that to show me several important things , while I was there. Including that I could TRUST HIM "in " me..........

God IN US..........is greater, than anything...........

He will save us to the uttermost !!

Romans 8:

38. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,

39. Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Merry Chistmas to all of us

T135 YAMAHA SNIPER (MY BIKE)

2009-12-17T04:52:00.001-08:00

just want to share my mc, its not an accident, Im trying to tow this jeepney (puj)one of our tour in bicol, sad to say I didnt worked at all, and hopefuly this coming
christmas my bike would be like THE COLOR WHITE.But I think I need a lot of prayers for the Financial provision... hahaha

new born

2009-11-04T18:53:00.000-08:00

Got so busy that I cant even visit my blog and my other blogs...lolz.

Corruption!!!!!

2009-06-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

EVERYTIME OcCURED INTO MY MIND THE WORD "CURRUPTION" I REMEMBER GLORIA MACAPAGAL ARROYO.

MACAPAGAL IN KAPAMPANGAN (MAKAPAGAL) MEANS "NAKAKAPAGOD" IN "TAGALOG" AND "HELL" IN ENGLISH. LOL

THE PEOPLE OF THE PHILIPPINES GET TIRED OF HER OR RATHER I SAY AND MUCH BETTER TO HEAR THAT GLORIA MACAPAGAL ARROYO IS THE REAL REASON OF MANY PROBLEMS HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES, SAD TO SAY BUT ITS TRUE. IN HER TERMS I FELLS LIKE "HELLS IN THE PHILIPPINES... SOBRANG KAPAL NA NG MUKHA NYA.

IN BEHALF OF THE YOUTH TODAY, WE ARE NOT NAIVE NOR DEAF TODAY, WE WILL MAKE SURE THAT THERE WOULD BE NO ARROYO IN 2010.

PLEASE GLORIA, MAAWA KA NAMAN SA PILIPINAS!!!!!

lost... lost...

2009-06-01T01:01:00.000-07:00

at last nakapag ol ako... medyo magulo ulet mundo ko... dame kong mga namimish na tao...

sana makapag isip ako ng maayos...

sa ngayun, kelangan ko ng makakausap...

sa mga walang magawa jan eto po number ko..

09226131005

sana makaya pa mga problema... sana...

sana rin mabigyan na ako ni lord ng wisdom to decide what should i do... confuse na ako.... grrrrrr

dito muna, next time na lang ako mag updat ng mga advertisement ko...

yngat sa lahat..

grrrrrr

2008-12-09T03:12:00.000-08:00

i wonder why lot of people think that they are the best among the rest and keeping in their narrow mind that they are the only people who can achieve everything under the sun... grrrr anyway In not really into good mood since last week because of one the delayed remittance to me... I called them up to settle before the 2nd week of dec coz Im planing to take some rest befor the end of dec so that could be able to have time for myself and just sit and relax... But How can I relax if a lot of thing kept buggling my head... kakabadtrip... I worried so much because werenot yet achieve our target...

Ishhhhh....

acctualy the worst scenario of it is that ...wahhh

nevermind

Im just afraid for the oming up year...

Nostalgic of Past

2008-11-29T00:21:00.000-08:00

Last night, im talking to kessy till 1 am, were laughing all night, Its a good way of hiding the misery and pain living inside of me... kessy One of my friend really help me a lot to laugh, but dont get me wrong lalaki to, ganun lang yung name nya hehehe... she one of the best and super kalogz friend of mine... I really enjoy talking to her, but when she told me that antokish na xa, it was the time that I felt of being along again... start thinking again over and over again about my porpose, my destiny, my all, my past... and those word below would be a great thing to remind you too...

I want to go to McDonald's and think it's the best place in the world to eat.

I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make waves with rocks.

I want to think M&Ms are better than money 'cause you can eat them.

I want to play kickball during recess and stay up on Christmas Eve waiting to hear Santa and Rudolph on the roof.

I long for the days when life was simple. When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables, and simple nursery rhymes,
but it didn't bother you because you didn't know what you didn't know, and you didn't care.

I want to go to school and have snack time, recess, gym, and field trips.

I want to be happy because I don't know what should make me upset.

I want to think the world is fair, and everyone in it is honest and good.

I want to believe that anything is possible. Sometime, while I was maturing, I learned too much. I learned of nuclear weapons, starving and abused kids, and unhappy marriages.

I want to be six again.

I want to think that everyone, including myself, will live forever because I don't know the concept of death.

I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life, and be overly excited by the little things again.

I want television to be something I watch for fun, not something I use for escape from the things I should be doing.

I want to live knowing the little things I find exciting will always make me as happy as when I first learned them.

I want to be six again.

I remember not seeing the world as a whole, but rather being aware of only the things that directly concerned me.

I want to be naive enough to think that if I'm happy, so is everyone else.

I want to walk down the beach and think only of the sand beneath my feet, and the possibility of finding that blue piece
of sea glass I'm looking for.

I want to spend my afternoons climbing trees and riding my bike, letting the grownups worry about time, the dentist, and how to find the money to fix the car.

I want to wonder what I'll do when I grow up, not worry what I'll do if this doesn't work out.

I want that time back. I want to use it now as an escape. So that when my computer crashes, I have a mountain of paperwork, two depressed friends, or second thoughts about so many things, I can travel back and build a sandcastle without thinking about anything except whether the sand sticks together. What I can
possibly use for the sandcastleâ€™s tower?

But time cannot bring back as we wanted it to be back... what important is that we know what we are doing, and know where were headed...

I really appreciate all the words from my boss cher, my friends cher, my mentor cher..

Oh god sana matapos ko ang nursing ko... huhuhu...

lastnyt kase i told mam cher that I want to pursue my studies taking up a new course... jejeje nurse...

grabe kaya ko pa ba?

Anyway think of the and lets be thankful that were still here striving to gain a live a new one...

Thanks to mam Cher,

by the way One of my fellow SFPE Jerald scheduled today for his medical.. we are all hoping that he will pass it.

Thanks globe... wahahaha

back again...

2008-11-15T21:50:00.000-08:00

over and over again... redundant... work, house, house work... missin the coffee @ metro cafe in metro town makes me wink everyday and every minute... but wait look, even me Dont know what Im talking about... anyway, for two consecutive months, we achieve out target, So mam cher my Area Manager decided to give us a blow, ewww really cool... She took us In fontana @ clark, a good idea co'z its my 1st time to be in fontana and experienced a little bit of luxurious... yun ako eh... wahihihi... Thanks mam cher for letting us to experinced those thing.

Whew got to go... sunday today but I cant think on what should I post here... hmmmm need some rest i thnk... lol

grabe...

2008-10-06T06:20:00.000-07:00

wahhh... Im not updated anymore with blogging since lot of heavy pressure on me... di ko na alam gagawin ko talaga... nakaka tuwa at nakaka asar na hehehe... wahhh

I even worked at sunday which is suppose to be my RD... hmmmm

But I do really enjoy...

I mess my favorite movie A walk to remember By mandy moore...

Oh my

thats my future love story... hahaha

go on al DREAM

got to go....

im sick...

2008-09-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

typhoon
typhoon

and more typhoon and more typhoon... it was a hard thing to work for me... nakakatakot mabasa sa ulan... wala akong kinatatakutan, tubig lang nyahehehe... (im not afraid of anything or to anyone, except water...) The verdict? is cold, wahehehe...cough...

i've been caughing for over a week now, it's kinda irritating, specially at work, for crying out loud, i have to keep pressing the mute button during calls just to cough, as well as try and suppress it when i'm in the middle of a sentence! lol!

anyway.. apart from that and my "healing" snuffles.. everything is'nt really so bad.
dad is a wee bit on the depressed zone, so i need to find a way to cheer him up.

SO is also in deep this month with a certain incident, but hopefully all works out well with that too.. hmmm *Prays*

toti adopted kitten - adso - my nieces' new nephew was playing around with one of my bro's kids - yesha.. she told me the kitten was biting her, and being the good tito that I am, told her to just bite the kitten back! hehehe.. anyway, nina said not to teach kids stuff like that! hehehe.. well... don't really have much to blog, though i'd just share that!

opz I saw michelle narciso last day in metro town while im talking to some one over the phone... I didnt notice her, coz she great, i mean still besutiful and superb sexy...lol... i just remember my 13-14 love story back in high school... nakakatuwa... ewwwww nya ha ha ha.... got to go... net isnt working again... i think i need to give up this smart bro though its not really smart idea to have an smart internet connection harharhar...

Im Blessed...

2008-08-19T22:41:00.000-07:00

Atlast the contract i've been waiting for is about to come... God si so good although Im not worthy for his grace and love... God is so faithfull to me despite of all my weaknesses and strugle... hard headed kase ako... Im doin my will on my own way...vice versa..

I woke up this morning co'z my phone keep on ringing... kaka asar kase late na ako natulog kagabi... but when Im about to answer it, its already a missed call... I made a coffee and coffee again as ussual... Then I remember Jeng one of my frend, so I decided to call her and while were talking theres a beep again... incoming call from head office... so i cut off my active call to recieve my new call, Then, thats the start of my beautiful morning for the blessing hahahaha...

helo alfred this is blah blah blah i cant even remember the name of the gurl im talking co'z the only word occured into my mind was "Were sending you your contract and other documents" thanks Jesus for this... Im am so grateful...

Lot of thing in my mind saying al you have to stand firm, and believe, called leaders never quit, even they wanted too. It reminded me my passion, my burden to go back to him despite of the busy schedule, I cant just contain the felling of being happy and blessed so I decided to write it down here in my fave blogs...

And lastly, chette thanks for the encouragement you've shared to me...
Im blessed with your life guys out there, and am so grateful while browsing on your site... God is great, and indeed god is good for using you and your team reaching out for all those who need Jesus most

great day and bad day...

2008-08-12T06:32:00.000-07:00

Tired... I need to refresh hahhaa... missin this blogs, got no time to post everything happening to me this past few days.. I dont know If I can consider this felling of being lonely or perhaps happy. A little confusing ryt? I cant fix my blogs template, even my advertisement... grrrrr.... gtg... out for the meantime... People commit their own mistake.
That's all I can post by now... come to think of it.

Insecurities Lies within Me...

2008-07-15T04:00:00.000-07:00

Its just a ordinary day with me.. woke up late, make a super special coffee for me... check my dog and cat and look for another animals around my room co'z last night my beautiful cat brought me something special, guess what hehehe... he brought me snake... buhay talaga as in... yun lang... Everyday hmmm im getting sick and tired waiting for nuttin and trying to chased everything.. going fast nowhere... nakakatakot kase till now im not really sure where am going... where am headed...

Its just a common scenario with me thingking oh my god what am i doing here??? anyway...hmmm

Lunch with all by my self gave me some time off working. though i havent start on it for like very long. hahaha...=p but i was a good time. it brought me back to think if i am really what i thought i am.

guess i have been in denial to think that i dont care about what others think about me, how people sees me, or what will people think of me if i do this say that. i restricted myself in ways to prevent myself to be seen in ways that i dont want to be seen as.

the fact is that i am still bound my how the world view me. i am insecure about who i am to the world. i am concern with the opinion of people. i am worried that peole will not like me, for what i do or say...or perhaps who i really am. i am just so taken over by it. i was concern and still is concern with it. thought that i am not but i still is.

what is actually important is not what how the world sees me but how God sees me.

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

yes! He sees me in Christ and that is all that is needed! and in Christ, all things are good!
sufficient is said. He sees well of me. and nothing really matters cos He will always turn things around for me good even if the worst thing happen to me. i have Hope in Him. i can expect good to happen to me!

Romans 8:28
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

Yap. God is for me! who can be against me?

i pray that the day will come when it finally drop from my head to my heart that i am not bound by how the world sees me but focus on how He sees me. and i pray that this day will come soon. real soon...and that self condemnation will be divorce from me too. cos He no longer sees me with my sins and therefore i should not condem myself too. sometimes...sometimes it hard to stay on the right ground. the ground that Jesus has purchased for me with His life. the ground that flows with milk and honey. the ground that i do not deserved but given to me freely.

i want to be on the right ground. taking the path that has been traced out for me. the path that leads to the top and not the bottom. the path of righteousness.

Let the day come real soon...

By now i think i need to renew again my spirit... Its been a long time not thingking about him... even a single tik-tak of the clock. Im just afraid that i had a callosed heart. Am i?

Creating Sumtin GooD

2008-07-12T02:18:00.000-07:00

I read this blogs and i want to share it with you too... hmmm by the way em little not bit ok wahihi... but im good... maybe im sick but im ok... wah... just read it then...

Once again Lou Tice has written a wonderful, happiness relevant tip; and this one is 100% consistent with my philosophy and what we teach in our coaching here at The Happiness Institute.

Winner’s Circle Network with Lou Tice - 7/8/08 - “Looking for Happiness”

What makes you happy? Where do you find joy? No matter who you are, the answer to these questions is always the same, and I’ll tell you what it is

Do you know anyone who is always looking for happiness? What about people who are constantly in pursuit of joy through some activity, or people who complain that their relationships are dull, their job oppressive?

They act as if happiness and joy are to be found “out there” somewhere. They seldom come to terms with the idea that happiness is inside them. You see, we can’t look for joy as we do a lost article of clothing. We make our own happiness. We define it for ourselves and experience it in our own unique way. In fact, the happiest people in the world would probably still be happy if they were stripped of everything but life.

I see it all the time in my work. Many people whose bodies are terribly crippled or who have lived a life of deprivation and disadvantage are able to smile and joke their way through life, while those working with them who have every physical and economic advantage are often sour, complaining and depressed.

So open up the doors to your heart and let joy, laughter, and light heartedness come in. Many a relationship has been saved by a good belly laugh. A sense of humor is one of life’s greatest gifts.

Just remember, what makes you happy is not an event but a point of view. Once you have it, you’ll find joy and good fellowship wherever you look.

Lou Tice
The Pacific Institute
www.thepacificinstitute.com

Aim High

2008-06-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

Got no time to put all my advertisement for a very long time... hmmm.. no time to fix it, no time to update it... For those who keep asking me and txting me why... well i got a job... I missed blogging but i have to make some priorities huh... perhaps Im not getting any younger... Little by little God allowed me to experience all this kind of wordly stuff that really makes me weaked... some of you know what em talking about. aytz? anyway I thank God for showing me his eternal love, for reminding me that He Is the only omnipotent God, saying hey al do this dont do that, ouchhh... masakit mapalo ni God... But I am indeed greatful for his porpose in me...

Thank you Jesus for all you've done in my life... God is great forever...

The good news:

Im looking for a person who want to earn some extra income... A partime/full time agent, high school graduate/college level too... a student, teacher and so on... just text me in this number 09152352480 and 09222827753. dont hesitate to text me or call me anytime.

NOTE: pangasinan and tarlac only... no requirements needed.

godbless us all...

Need help...

2007-12-28T01:48:00.000-08:00

I want to renew my spirit , my passion, and all... please include me in your prayer list for me to have courage to persevere despite of all the adversites, strugle.... Im sick and tired doing and chasing the lust to this world... please...

god bless us all...

Prayer Request

2007-07-20T02:05:00.000-07:00

Im having trouble and been so busy doing and preparing some stuff regarding my application in many company, job fair and many more.

And this coming Sunday m gonna go to makati to apply in qatar airways, and on monday m gonna meet mnnette friend of michelle to give me some info about IBM...

Since graduation Im looking forward to find a great job for me... almost everybody i think.. Just add me up on you prayer list.. ok.. got ot go now... I just finished my resume and dont have enough time to post some actions here hahaha... god bless you all always...

A simple favor...

2007-06-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

Im posting some of my pic taken in angeles city when all of a sudden I recieved an email from one of my friends with an ATTACHMENT on it.

Im not really aware and personally Im not interested to read with any email with attachment co'z all I know that it's just a simple chain letter... But somehow I did open it... And i want to share this with you...

This is just how it goes;

---> email start here;

We are asking for your help. For each forwarded email her parents will get 3 cents.

Subject: Fw: If you don't do this...you don't have a heart!- Go to the bottom!!!

Dear All,

Alexandra came out of a rigging fire alive, but now has to fight for her life and a normal future. She is 14 months old and she has burnt skin all over her body, damaged facial bones (as a result of very high temperature). She does not have half of her face. She is in a hospital in Cracow - Poland and one of the best specialists is looking after her. However she still has to go through many surgeries and the n long rehab. Unfortunately her parents do not have any more money.
Therefore we are asking for your help. For each forwarded email her parents will get 3 cents. Please help the m and forward this email to as many people as you can.

Luke 6:38- Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken toge the r, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.

After reading and seeing this kind of pic and reading her this urgent, Im thinking, the favor is just a simple as that... just forward the msg and the parent get "3 cent" for the medication of alexandra... My heart was broke when i saw the pic so I decided to share it and hoping that you would leave youe email add in the comment section so that i would be able to forward the email to you... and you'll be able too to do the same thing..

We can make it, hoping and I do belive too... please lets take this chances to help... just leave your email add as you read this in the comment section...

I know that as you read this entry someone is touching your heart as what i felt while ago... Lets do it... lets take this opportunity to help... you can reach me with this email jouzua18@gmail.com

May god bless you always...

Photo... Photo... Photo

2007-06-23T19:25:00.001-07:00

di yan namana saken kase goodbloy ako... migz the pazaway

guapito mana saken jejeje... angal ka ba? blogs ko toh..u
new model of ukay-ukay shades jejeje...u peace tayu
are we? we are?
now i do believe that mickey is a gay

alphard 1st time jejeje...u
when beggers went to the hill eewwww... i mean to the mall
new generation model of the statue of UP DILIMAN

सौन्द trip

2007-05-28T13:27:00.000-07:00

Almost one week im trying to figure out bout my "blogs" on what should em gonna put on it... trying to put a new looks co'z em getting bored with my old none... I was in patson's place (thats my handsome boss huh!) tho he's so "masunget" he still a good fwend of mine... hehehe for always allowing me to use his computer... sabay bigay ng pang taxi kase ginabi na ako sa kanila eh... nice one...

I updated my google advertisement so if your looking for a place here in baguio where you cu'd stay just hit my advert at the top and browse a huge gallery of selection...

But here's the last... I had now my music into my blogs for you to browse... and for all the fwenship requesting for those song at last here they now... enjoy the music and maybe tomorrow I could start again me ever dearest blogging... Opz I b4 I forgot... I may not be around again:-( for a quite wyl co'z I gonna be in tarlac to fix some problem regarding my birth certificate.. Oh how i wish i could do some alert on in co'z I need it badly... hehehe...

Anyway, to all my friend which is waiting for me blow out co'z I graduated last saturday... I dont now when i could treat you guys but Hopefully by next sunday... see you all @ church... Broke pa ako wa pa money eh...

Just keep on praying for me for god's guidance and strength, co'z im not really into "HIM" this past few weeks...

wahhhhhhhhhhh.... till here see you all next week...

godbless usa all

new look

2007-05-17T09:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm having a great day since yesterday... graduation is on sat... i missed my blogs... maybe some other time i can share it with you all guy bout what happened to me this past few mos.

deeply inlove

2007-04-26T22:48:00.000-07:00

Song requested

Deeply In Love With You
Kate Spence

Key: G
Intro:
G/B C D Dsus G D/F#
G/B C Dsus D

Verse 1:
G/B C D G D/F# G/B
In my life, You've heard me say I love You
C D
How do I show You it's true
G/B C D Em7 D C
Hear my heart it longs for more of You
D
I've fallen deeply in love with You

Chorus:
Em7 C D G D/F# Em7
You have stolen my heart
C D G D/F# Em7
I'm captivated by You
C D Em7 D C
Never will You and I part
D
I've fallen deeply in love with You

Verse 2:
G/B C D G D/F# G/B
You and I together forever
C D
Nothing can stand in the way
G/B C D Em7 D C
My love for You grows stronger each new day
D
I've fallen deeply in love with You

tRue LoVe WaiTs

2007-03-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

Many people now always looking for thiel love... I mean looking for a companion... striving for their speacial one to be with... but if they found one over and over again,im sure, it will end up with tears in thier eyes... A broken heart... broken dreams... even thier own breath...

The youth of today is so aggressive going on a date with gurls... having sex everywhere... givin up thier virginity out of time... the heck... so sad about it... most of the guys often says that "lalaki ako walang mawawala" (im a guy and i got nuttin to lost)... Oh my...

Watta big lies... for me you cannot get back your being virgin... In your own idea its normal by this era havin sex but in the eyes of god its is a very redicolous pathetic ways of thinkin... whatta... true love waits... i just want to share this site about true love waits on how to preserve and being pure inside and out... chack it out esp young people...

PANAGBENGA BAGUIO FLOWER FESTIVAL

2007-02-18T18:11:00.000-08:00

For all those who are kept on asking me about activities here in baguio... Im so sorry for posting it late but hope you gonna enjoy this... those who are looking for transient house and tour guide just tell me ahead so that i could fix it for you... hastalabista... god bless you all

February 18, 2007 @ 8:00 AM-2007 Panagbenga Arnis Invitational Tournament
February 19 - 22, 2007-USA Doctor's Medical Mission-February 19 - Baguio Convention Center. February 20 - Dontogan Barangay Court. February 21 - Irisan Barangay Court. February 22 - City Camp Proper (Former Youth Center)

February 20 - 21, 2007-sm baguio-Jazz Up Your Jeans (Bleach Art Contest)
February 23, 2007 @ 6:00 PM-baguio cathedral-Wedding Made in Heaven 2007 Fashion Show and Santacruzan

February 23, 2007 @ 6:00 PM-malcolm square-flower jam
February 23, 2007-athletic bowl-i-Fm fiesta
February 23, 2007 @ 7:00 AM-Baguio Convention Center Mr. Panagbenga 2007
February 23 - 25, 2007 Multi-Purpose Hall, Baguio Country Club Weddings Made in Heaven - Bridal Fair

February 23, 2007 @ 4:00pm FB Building, University of Baguio Flower Princess 2007, Coronation Day

February 24, 2007 @ 7:00 am-Baguio Convention Center-Mr. and Ms. Fashionista 2007 To discover fresh faces and talents in the Cordilleras who aspire to conquer the catwalk. To see the fashion modeling industry as the nest territory of the multi-talented and multi-faceted Cordilleran, an ardent fashionista inbearing, gait and attitude.

February 24, 2007 @ 6:00 PM Melvin Jones Foot Ball Field Handog ng Bombo Radyo at Star FM sa Panagbenga.

February 24, 2007 Abanao Street San Miguel and Abanao Square Concert Street Party .

February 24, 2007 @ 7:00 PM SM City Baguio Central Park K-Lite in Bloom Street Party .

February 25, 2007 @ 5:00 PM SM City Baguio Central Park Nina Live at SM Baguio .

February 25, 2007 @ 4:00 PM Melvin Jones Football Field 2007 Panagbenga RP vs. Korea Boxing Classic .

February 25, 2007 Melvin Jones Football Field Woodstock Revisited 2 by the Village Stop .

February 26, 2007 Baguio Convention Center 1st Panagbenga Cheer Dance festival 2007 .

February 26 - March 3, 2007 Training Center, Baguio Country Club International Plastic Molders Soceity Exhibit .

February 28 - March 3, 2007 SM City Baguio Rambakan Drive SM City Baguio 1st Baguio Tramshow .

March 2, 2007 5:00pm Melvin Jones Football Grounds Campus Radio Bulaklak Rock Band Competition An Open Air band competition set at sundown featuring pop rock covers original composition.

March 2 - 3, 2007 Abanao Street San Miguel and Abanao Street Concert Street Party .

March 3, 2007 @ 3:00 PM SM City Baguio NBS Area Baguio Pets in Bloom .
March 3, 2007 @ 11:00 AM SM City Baguio Atrium Musar Music Presents Piano Recital .

March 3, 2007 Melvin Jones Foot Ball Field 95.1 Love Radio Hatid Saya sa Panagbenga Unang Ratsada .

March 3, 2007 Orduña Drive, Camp John Hay Light and Sound Parade .

March 3, 2007 Camp John Hay and Baguio Country Club Flower Tee Golf Tournament .

March 4, 2007 Baguio Athletic Bowl 95.1 Love Radio Hatid Saya sa Panagbenga Huling Hirit .
Dates to be announced Baguio Convention Center 1st Baguio City Open Ballroom / Dance Sport Championship .

woooooaahhhh...

2007-02-14T21:33:00.000-08:00

I went to burnham park skating rink yesterday... Just to spam around lol, when this beautiful thing caught my attention to sacrifice my 10 bucks just to get enter... No regret about it co'z this festival is just once a year to celebrate... No im that what you think hahaha... Di ako bakla but I really appreciate flowers and beautiful garden.... see closely...:-)

need help???

2007-02-10T02:23:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone,
I know that we always face diffucult trials, we sometimes think of giving up.. I want to share this with you all coz this video made me realize that i need to stand up and face the storms of life. God bless you all.... just click ME

comment for me...

2007-01-30T05:50:00.001-08:00

Love. I am utterly consumed by it. Devoured and dined on daily, I am. Nothing is more tediously painful than this…than being in love. Especially being in love with someone that doesn’t have the capacity to love me back the way I need to be loved. Or is it want to be loved? Need…want…whichever. Is one really worse than the other? Or better? Better or worse…does it really matter when both extremes put you in the same emotional skinner box? Fuck if I know.

All I know is I am a girl in love with a boy…that it seems like I have always been a girl in love with a boy out of my reach for whatever reason. And not just a boy or any boy, but the boy…the boy that breaks my heart and carries the glue to fix it in his pocket for emergencies. The boy that lives to leave me. The only boy to ever, and still with one look, fill my belly with fluttering butterflies. Yes, that boy, the boy, the only boy this girl has ever really loved with my entire being. The only boy that has ever succeeded in making this girl cry just by saying or even writing, my name.

Hey Star.

He calls me Star….his Star…his only true blue love. He calls me Star because his smile makes me shine across the sky, so that makes me his Star…his captive…burning a hole in his greedy little hands. And even with this rendition so beautiful, we are nothing more to each other than a tragedy, for while his smile makes me shine, my shine burns his eyes, and he has no other choice than to look away. Turn away. Run away. Else he would die by bursting into flames and my light would flicker out without the reflection from his smile.

Please forgive me.

Forgive what? The lies…the deception…the treachery? Forgive you breathing life into me only to suck it away? Forgive you for making me feel like the most beautiful ugly thing in the world? For spoiling me to another man’s touch or kiss? For making me love? For making me love you? For making me love you more than life itself? For leaving me here alone? What’s to forgive? The sour that balances out the sweet? The dark that shades the light? The part of my soul that you carry in your soul? Forgive what, my asshole darling? That you imprison my heart within your heart, and I am so lost without you that I have no other recourse than to stay? Forgive for what? To forget that? Forget all of that…any of that…and I erase all the reasons why even through all of that, I can still think of you and be overwhelmed by this totalitarian feeling of love? You wish me to forgive you for loving you? Fuck you. If I forgive you than I’d have to forgive myself, and I haven’t done anything to be ashamed of to ask for forgiveness…other than love you. So you’re saying I should be ashamed for loving you?

Don’t stop believing in me.

Believing. Believe. Don’t stop believing. All I have ever done is believe. Believe in rainbows with pots of gold, in fairy tales with happy ending, in stories where clapping can save a fairie’s life, in worlds where every time a bell rings an angel gets his wings. Believe, believe, believe…believe that he’ll come back to me, believe that he’s the one, believe that he loves me, believe that we’ll grow old and die together, believe that we are soul mates. Believe…all my life, all I’ve ever been able to do is believe in these things to make it from day to day while waiting, waiting, waiting for that great change to come, and now…I am tired. Tired of believing. Tired of waiting. Tired of rainbows and fairies and tales and angels. Tired of us. Tired of you.

I’ll always love you, Star.

Always and love. Love always. Always love. Such tricky words. Such binding and contracting words…always and love. I should know. I have said them. I have heard them. I have meant them. I have regretted them. Every day I hear them echo in my head. Every day I think of them, and I think of you and I smile even though I am dying. I never thought they could be such hurtful words. I never imagined the pain they could bring. They cut to the quick. They bind like glue. They constrict like a boa. They make me fly. Even with all the venom they carry, they are still the words I long for. I still want an always. I still want love. I will always want love. I will always want you to love me.

It doesn’t get any better…or worse…than that.

he got her point...:)

hai... low.... bored...

2007-01-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

My mind is actually thinking and sifting through a lot of things right now, but i figure its better to get all of the stupid n boring crap out of here before i get into all of the deep philosophical stuff that i know the majority of my readers give a helley to hear about n e way.i've noticed more people have started reading my blog since i've started talking about the stupid drama n parties in my life than when i used to reflect on myself, my disorder, etc) but in all seriousness now, lets just see how things are going so when i come on here bitching and complaining some more later about stuff u'll all know what was going on and what has led to this manifestation. i dont know if kakai aka poknat reading this one.

By the way poknat wa uch a nice friend of mine... Nice to talk with... hmmm i tell yah a story about her later wahehehe...

i woke up this morning, started thinkin, and then i thought i heard some music that refresh my sleepy morning, so i kept going only to later hear that im start yelling, once the stone is crawling under.. and lifted up on your shoulder... hehehehe.... Oh my god my mind want working correctly... I promise i gonna post a new 1 tomorrow... anyway shout to you ( you know who you are ) Be strong...

nyt nyt all...

another year new chapter of my life

2007-01-15T06:34:00.001-08:00

I have had people ask me why I am so open with things that has happen to me in my life. Well the answer is I tell my story so openly because maybe just maybe it will help someone. Do not get me wrong it isn’t easy talking about certain things that has happen. As a matter of fact it can be down right difficult to do. However if my story can help at least one person then I think it may be worth it. If the things that has happen to me can help someone. Then the bad stuff that has happen has been turned into something good. So I guess why I bring this up is. Sometime the bad things that happens in our life. Can actually help someone….. So don’t be afraid to open up sometimes . You may just help someone . And that can be the new chapter in your story . So turn your bad into good. It just might make you a hero .

Another year

2007-01-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

Another year to face new challenges, new adversities and I reaLLY dont know if still i could do it... After a long vacation and rest from leukemnia... oh nevermind about it...
I find myself with lots to say, but not entirely sure how to say it, or how much to say. So I will just write what comes out, in the hopes that I make some sense, and if not….oh well, at least I got things off of my chest.
Those of you who know me well *(there are a few of you)* know that I have an almost childlike trust in things that are told to me, or trust in the way people portray themselves to me. Sort of got me thinking of all the people on xianz and friendster that I have talked to since joining, and how many lines of BS I have been fed. Does that mean I’m stupid? No, not at all. I think in some ways, people who have a strong faith (religiously speaking) tend to carry that “blind faith” over into the rest of their lives at times, some of us more than others. I am one that carries it over a lot. Attention, anyone who wishes to pull a fast one on PM….it’s likely happened a great many times before and I am sure it will happen again! Lol, anyway, I have always felt and believed in the inherent goodness and kindness of the majority of people you may come across on a daily basis be it in real life or on Mindsay or other internet communities. I have often felt that the trust I give others is deserved just because they have no real reason to lie or hurt me. Well, at this point in my life, you would think that I would know better and would exercise a certain amount of caution in giving my trust and love out so easily. These things coupled with a few weeks of hellacious revelations about people I thought I knew better (both here on xianz and other sites, as well as real life people….including family) have led me to believe that the reason I trust is because of how I was raised. I was raised in a family that trusts what you tell them. Anyone who knows me intimately knows that if I give my word on something, I will move heaven and earth to deliver on my promise/word. Many people would say that I need to “get real” grow up and realize that there are many people out there that would hurt me if given half the chance. They are right! There are just as many unkind, unscrupulous people as there are good ones, and it’s highly likely that I will run into more of them. However, if you consider that faith comes into play, you will realize there is no way I can ever change the very foundation of who I am just because someone I thought I knew and trusted has proven otherwise. Religion/faith is not always enough to get us through, however I guess I have a strong enough faith to know that God will bring me through anything and everything that I am faced with, and as I am content with the quality/character of the person I am….I will just have to continue with a little blind faith and when a person causes me to doubt myself, I will chalk it up to the fact that they likely don’t know me as well as they think. They can't hurt me if I don't let them!
I like myself and hate myself at the same time on so many days and it’s a battle I have come to realize that I will fight my whole life. Thanks to a few very good and honest friends I have here on Mindsay and in real life, the past few days of unhappiness and troubling thoughts I have had are now entering the pages of my past. I must let things go, trust in God, AND SELF, and realize that everything happens for a reason. Once I got a very deserved “kick in the pants” (thanks btw)….I realized the things that were bothering me were not my issue, nor are the ignorant or nasty behaviors of others, and in addition, I came to a very pleasant realization about the people who are important to me. That’s all that really matters and I am much better now that I admitted this revelation to myself and a very, very select few others that what was bothering me was not really bothering me at all. I just needed to admit something to myself. Today is a good day….thanks to the powers that be.

belated happy new year... godbless us all

bowing

2006-12-06T05:16:00.000-08:00

nuttin to post... all i know is im hungry....

The God of Night

2006-12-03T18:12:00.000-08:00

Give your problems to God, He'll be up all night.

I've talked a few times recently with a friend of mine about the Sabbath, and God's intentions for us to rest. The idea of rest, of course, goes back to the very beginning. The Genesis creation story specifies that a day, in fact, begins with the point you go to sleep at night. (And the evening and the morning were the first day, etc) God says that our day starts with rest. Our day starts with Him working, and with us needing to rest and accept the fact that he is working before us. In the morning, we are called to look for Him, and find where He is working, and cooperate with what He is already doing.

Though i knew how holy is the sabbath still I have to work:-( I dont know if m still doin right.

An Open Letter for Me...

2006-08-07T19:39:00.000-07:00

This is an email for me and I just want to shout to you guys about it that somehow, someway you can help me about this one... Just send me an email here jouzua18@yahoo.com

Greetings in the name of our Lord Jesus the Christ

I am sending this letter to all the people in the Philippines who have ever responded to the Seek God Ministries web site, at www.SeekGod.org . You may have sent a prayer request or a guest book comment in the past, or you filled out another form at the web site. That is how we received your email address, this is not spam.

The reason for this letter is to get your comments and advice. We are making plans to expand Seek God Ministries to the Philippines. For some time now we have felt called to minister in the Philippines. The Filipino people are always on our heart.

I am hoping to travel to the Philippines soon and begin to look at possible places to live and minister. We will be looking for a home that we can buy or rent near Manila. We have 5 people in our family and we would need a room for an office also.

We will also be looking at land or a farm property where we can develop a "Seek God Center" which will be a place that people can come and seek God, similar to a prayer mountain. We would also be using this property as a camp to bring pastors for a time of refreshment and training. This property would also serve as a youth camp and a place we can bring street kids to introduce them to the Lord and give them a break from the city. We will be looking at properties that are rural but with good access. We want this to be a place people can come and experience the presence of God, a place of peace and healing.

In the future this property may also have an orphanage. Currently we are helping some friends who are starting an orphanage in the Philippines . When I visit the Philippines I also want to visit ministries and children's homes that are turning street kids into warriors for Jesus Christ. If you know of any ministries like this please let me know. We want to know how we can help them and also learn from their experience.

We know that many people are struggling in the Philippines with the economy. We are praying for you. We are asking that you also pray for us. We do not have very much money; this is a great step of faith on our part. We want to come and help the Philippines. We know that God can change the situation there beginning with one person at a time. God is not limited by our situation; He is only limited by the condition of our heart toward Him. We want to bring revival to the areas we minister to. We know that the Lord has a great plan for the Philippines and the people.

Maybe you or someone you know has property or a home that we can consider. We are looking for the best possible price. There maybe someone that wants to help us begin the ministry there with donating a property or selling it for a very good price. You can email me back to let me know of any.

If you are a Filipino overseas worker we care about you also. We are praying and thinking about ways to bring encouragement in the Lord to the many overseas workers. We are considering a special web site and possibly a 24 hour web radio station that would be geared to the overseas workers. We know that your sacrifice for you families is difficult and lonely sometimes. We also know that you are often on the front lines of evangelism. The Lord has placed you there for a reason and we want to help you and bring you resources to help keep you strong on the front lines. If you have suggestions about this we want to hear them also.

I also want to hear your comments and advice about coming to the Philippines and the types of ministry that you feel is most needed. Any comments you have are appreciated.

God bless you and your family in Jesus Christ,

Gary Ballard
Seek God Ministries
www.SeekGod.org

sad chronicles!

2006-07-03T03:00:00.000-07:00

i have been having a bout of depression for a few days now

"loneliness so dark and hard it cracks the spine to even think of it the blues hit so hard they crack your ribs, snap your spine, splatter your brains on the ceiling, drive you to drink, love, trust and crawl." -aldhee rollins
these bouts are coming more and more often. it is not like i wake up every day remembering how alone i am, but sometimes i do. but not to worry... i am not going to drink my way through this... not like i used to do... thank you to audreytot and shelatot for the 'one day at a time' thing.

I had always thought it was corny, which it is... but it seems to work. You are right, do not say 'i am not drinking anymore,' eversince naman yata eh di ako talaga shot.. because you will go crazy. Just say 'I am not drinking tonight.'I will be back in a day or two... wednesday night i will have a review of lakehouse... y'all should stop by hydee's blogs (it is on my links) and welcome her back. ( i love you so much ***** )".

the only one i can blame for my loneliness is myself. even if i could make myself believe that she did it to me, i wouldn't feel any better... she did not break my heart... i did.i don't know why i would do something this painful to myself... i wish i would stop.many days i wake up dead, put my face on and hit the door.everyone will leave you sometime..."alfred's rollins"people worry about kids playing violent video games or watching violent movies, but no one worries about kids listening to thousands, literaly thousands of songs about heartbreak, lonliness and despare...did i listen to pop music because i was miserable, or was i miserable because i listen to pop music?"- john cusac in the movie 'high fidelity' one of my favorites.along with the line, 'if you really wanted to mess me up, you should have gotten to me earlier!' Got to go for now...

HOW??!!??

2006-07-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

How can you start your life without the reason? do I have to persevere despite of loosing someone I loved? How??? My life is a messed now... as ussual.. blogs is my output... Just pray for me that after all this...I Can do it...

watTaH!!

2006-06-11T21:59:00.000-07:00

Im having a bad day:-( My head is killing me the whole night.. And till now as i woke up its so disgusting that every move i make i felt really bad...Last night i went to SM baguio to buy some medecine and when im inside the taxi rain poured... The heck I didnt bring any with me... I run and I run till I reach the main entrance of the mall suddenly i slipt...wahhh... anyway Im preparing to go back to tarlac. After my check up...at last my last check up hopefully lol... I need to go to terminal..bye for now...hope you enjoy your day...

My journey!

2006-06-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

After a long journey...hmmm.. drama.. lot of things had been done... Im trying to go back in blogging..but unfortunately my health urge me to stop hehehe... for the meantime i did some stuff....what is it? nevermind!..lol

My keyboard doesn't recognise me anymore... I felt very bad about this one...:-( Anyway...hmmm..nice to be back... Now i can post again all my insight...my fellings since Im all by my self (almost) all the time...but for now i need to look for another templates that suites my mood...hehehe... Bye for now...

godbless us all...